138 out of 239

Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 movies on this list. Copy this list, go to your own facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put x's next to the movies you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun!

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
Total: 6

(x) The Princess Bride
( ) AnchorMan
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
(x) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 13

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 20

(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 29

(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
( ) Robots
Total so far: 35

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snickt: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
(x) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
(x) King Kong
Total so far: 42

(x) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
(x) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
(x) Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 51

(x) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
(x) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 56

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
(x) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
(x) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 65

(x) Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Sleven
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Bourne Identity
(x) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George
Total so far: 75

(x ) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
(x) My Bosses Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
( ) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 82

( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
( ) The Terminator 3
Total so far:89

(x) X-Men
(x) X2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
(x) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
(x) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 103

(x) Swimfan
(x) Miracle on 34th street
(x) Old School
( ) The Notebook
(x) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
(x) The 40-year-old-virgin
Total so far: 109

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 115

( ) Baseketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devils Rejects
(x) Elf
(x) Highlander
( ) Mothman Prophecies
( ) American History X
( ) Three
Total so Far: 117

( ) The Jacket
( ) Kung Fu Hustle
( ) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x) Titanic
( ) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
(x) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard
Total so far: 120

( ) High Tension
( ) Club Dread
(x) Hulk
( ) Dawn Of the Dead
(x) Hook
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
(x) Waterworld
Total so far: 125

( ) Kill Bill vol 1
(2) Kill Bill vol 2
( ) Mortal Kombat: Anihillation
( ) Wolf Creek
(x) Kingdom of Heaven
( ) The Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
( ) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 127

(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(x) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
(x) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
(x) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 135

(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
( ) Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
( ) Team America: World Police
( ) Red Dragon
( ) Silence of the Lambs
( ) Hannibal
Total: 138

It's over

Life and just whatever =(

After last week things just don't feel the same anymore. I have this huge feeling and weight in my heart that he's not as dedicated as he once might have been. When I look at our relationship now I feel as though he wants a companionship and isn't interested in working on our relationship to see if it will go further than that. The constant weirdness about his "friendships" with the girls he talks to, and the weird behavior he emits whenever he isn't around me. I know I'm old fashioned but I feel like if he really did love me like he says then he would act as such when he's not around me as well and he doesn't. So I guess if that's what he wants then I'll treat it as such. At this point I don't see anything from him that would say he's looking to settle down and have a family. There's still a part of me that wants to get married one day (even though that's 50/50 right now) and I actually DO want a family. A significant other that loves me, shows it, and actually wants to let the world know that he's in love and taken....

Again...another day

So another day goes by and after some talking and more crying than ever by me, all I wanted was for him to take me in his arms, kiss me and tell me not to cry anymore like he's done before. Tell me he still loves me very much and that our fight didn't change that....but the only thing I've gotten all day was a hug when he was leaving for work (which I feel was more for appearances because Brandon was in the room at the time. Even when he was hugging me I didn't feel like he was really wanting to. then he just turns to leave. No kiss, no I love you. Nothing. All I want is for him to show me he still cares for me. It's hard to know that when his actions haven't been backing up his words at all....I really don't think I can cry anymore. The last 3 days have worn me out so much...

What am I supposed to do??

What do I do when I try and try and TRY to let go of the trust issues I have, afraid that he's going to lie to me and sneak around, when every time I get close I find certain things said between him and a girl or he starts acting weird like he's hiding something? I love him so much and I try to make him happy by doing things to show that I care but after awhile I stopped because I get the feeling that somethings not right. I don't want to be the good GF he know is at home making sure the house is clean, he's fed, the dog is taken care of, and his laundry is done when he's acting like he IS sneaking around. We've talked about it and he swears he's not but it's been a couple months now since I stopped doing so much around the house and for him and I think it's starting to show in him a bit. He doesn't seem at all happy with me anymore. We don't have "our" nights like we used to where we'd watch a movie and eat dinner together. We don't spend hardly any quality time together at all. In my mind, being in a relationship with someone that you care about gives you the added perk of getting and giving affection and when I try and instigate the affection he gets overwhelmed because its too much for him. I would love to just have him lay next to me, put his arms around me and talk to me in the caring way he used to while giving me intermittent kisses for like 1/2 an hour. That would show me that he really cares about me and give the impression that he does in fact enjoy being around me and being with me. Sometimes all I can think of doing is crying when I feel like he doesnt care about me the way he says he does. and there have been a few times I've asked him to do something to show me how much he cares about me...nothing. He has yet to do anything. I feel such a deja'vu it's not even funny. I get more and more down every day feeling like I'm headed toward a road I've been on before. I never imagined it would be like this between us. I want him to talk to me so we can straighten things out and have a clean slate, but he says he doesn't have anything to say. So I'm left wondering what I'm supposed to do because I get the feeling that I'm losing him, but he won't talk to me.

Our biggest fight yet

Well...we just got into our biggest fight yet. He hasn't spoken 2 words to me since or I him. I don't know what to do this time. The dog had the runs the night before last and I didn't notice it until after I woke up. I knew he'd be coming home any minute after taking care of colton so I just left him to deal with it when he got home because I have picked up after that dog so many times in the past I just really didn't want to do it again when he's his dog and I knew he'd be walking through the door. If it was going to be hours away form him coming home then yeah, I would've cleaned it. but apparently since I didn't start cleaning it up before Michael got home, Michael was angry and he didn't say hardly anything to me yesterday, or last night. Then this morning he goes downstairs for almost 2 hours to talk to Tina about it and a few other things. As he was fading away on the couch I picked up his phone to plug it in and there was a message from Tina saying he shouldn't be in his situation and that it would be better to be alone than to be used. So I asked him what they talked about and why she would say that and then he mentioned he needed to vent about yesterday so he talked to her. Once he started talking about why he was angry that I didn't even bother to pick it up, I got irritated which then progressed to anger because if my kids had made a mess I know he would have left it for me to clean it up because they're my responsibility. So if the dog is his responsibility, why should it be my job to clean it up when he was gonna be home any minute anyway? I don't think it's fair for him to expect me to do certain things, if I know he wouldn't do them should the tables be turned.... We fought for a while going back and forth and I asked him why he just wouldn't say anything but talk to Tina. He says he doesn't like confrontation (which I know) but even though he may not like confrontation and would rather just push it to the back of his mind until it fades...that's not how healthy relationships are supposed to work. I told him this. That if he's upset at me we should talk about it and clear it up between us because even if he thinks ignoring it makes it go away, it does not go away. I've tried talking to him and getting him to talk to me, but he won't. NOW he gets upset and talks to others and still won't talk to me. We didn't reach a resolution to our fight, we barely talked about it and now he's not speaking to me. The only thing I've been able to do is cry and I feel like I'm in a no-win situation that doesn't seem the least bit fair.
So the whole thing is my fault because I didn't pick up after the dog when he thought I should and it's just another thing to add to the horrible list of things that went on this week.....

In a new place

What do you do when you find out that things you thought were certain, are not what they seemed to be? What do you do when you try to make things right and you seem to get nowhere? How about trying to figure out whether or not your future is going in the direction you thought it was yesterday? Some questions and more that have been on my mind and I'm not sure where to go after this.....

This is sooo me!

Genèvieve took the Which color is your aura? quiz and the result is Blue

Blues are the most caring, nurturing and protective personalities in the color-spectrum. They live out of their hearts and their emotions. Their life purpose is to serve, help and love others. Blues have an inner knowledge and wisdom and they feel and know what is right without needing facts or data for substantiation. The moment they become quiet inside, they will recognize or hear an inner voice or guidance, which will tell them what to do. They can easily tune into other people and feel precisely what is going on. Blues are the most emotional of all the color personalities. They often feel lost if they don't have the opportunity to clear their way through their intense jungle of deep feelings. Helpful activities for Blues would include talking with friends about their inner life, writing a journal or just being quiet so their intense emotions can calm down.

This describes me almost perfectly!! I was really shocked and wanted to share! =D

Jobs and Money

well.... I've got two interviews this week. One today at 11:30a and one tomorrow between 12-2p. The one today is from an ad in the paper for a job that I really don't know what it is but they said there aren't any qualifications and they pay for training so we'll have to see...The other job is with an old employer that I had a couple years ago doing security. They're supposed to have something available for F/T or at least over 20 hours. If thats true and I don't get the other job, then it'll be worth having the second job. One I won't like too much but will give decent pay and the job I have at Gamestop which I love and can enjoy going to when I DO work. So hopefully something works out because I really need to be able to pay for childcare, especially with school coming up...

My baby

So earlier tonight I talked to my daughter's paternal grandmother (Deb) and we talked for almost 2 hours. She was catching me up on a lot of different things that are happening with my daughter. Like: Potty training, what she's been up to lately, that she's now into that stage of always asking "why?", little moments that have made Deb crack up laughing..things like that. During our conversation I in turn was talking to her about a few things myself, like what's been going on with my situation (a little vague at times though), how colton's been doing and what he's started learning recently, about some rumors that I've heard and if there are any truths to them, asking her why it seems nobody has anything to with him, and at one point breaking down when I was talking about how much I miss my little girl and how it breaks my heart every time I see new pictures of her or hear her voice...that's one of the reasons I don't call more often. Every time I call to see how she's doing and hear her voice, I spend hours trying to disconnect myself so I don't get depressed again.

I had heard that her father was saying things like, I don't care about her and don't wanna have her in my life or else I'd be around more or call more....I don't know if that's true but I do know that I fought all last year to try and keep her with me...I failed in the end and got one of the worse possible outcomes...all because of a stupid law that shouldn't even exist. His family took my daughter away from me...I went through hell last year all while being pregnant and ending up practically homeless and I still only ended up seeing her for 6 1/2 weeks in a period of 8 months (which I had to fight even for that!! They only wanted her to be with me for no more than 4!) How would they feel if their child was taken away from them because they happened to be struggling financially and wanted to move to a place where they could give their children a better life but the other family "loved that child like their own" and didn't want the child to leave? Being torn between needing to leave because I was practically homeless and also needing to stay because otherwise it would be labeled "abandonment"....and I still lost her in the end.

Now I move back here so I can have her back, and I can't because I have no money coming in thanks to the economy and all the job hours being cut right now...then getting denied cash assistance in the meantime because I did not get my phone calls returned at the social services office...so I have no money to get the things I would need to enforce the custody order. I love my daughter so much and it's killing me everyday not having her with me. Michael tells me that I shouldn't worry, that it'll happen. What I'm afraid of is too much time going by and them fighting to take her away from me for good and/or helping Matt to get full custody now that he's living with them again. I'm afraid that if I don't get her with me soon that I'm going to lose her completely.

I lost my daughter, not because I'm unfit as a mother, but because I've struggled financially to support her on my own without her father's help....Then having the people that I slightly trusted use every time they've ever offered to help me out (because I had no family around to do so) against me to take my daughter from me...I won't ever underestimate them or that family ever again. They've already proven that they can manipulate a situation in their favor.

What they did was wrong. No parent should have their child taken away from them that has been good, has worked their butt off to make sure their child had things they needed, been there for their child's life and shown to be a hardworking, loving, caring parent... I've done the best with what I have had. I thought they were trying to help me make sure she was loved and cared for....never did I think that they would latch onto her so much that they would fight to take her away from me just because they love her so much.

They are NOT her parents! They will be dead in the next few years for crying out loud! They're in their 80's, lived their lives, raised their own children....why in the hell do they feel justified to take away my daughter!!!!

My 2nd day of work

Today was a pretty good day I think. Michael woke me up very nicely when he came home. I missed him a lot last night and have been a little irritated the last couple days with him so when he surprised me with soft kisses to wake me up this morning, I thought it was really sweet.
I went to work today. My second day in...a month..grrrr..oh well. Not much I can do there. I really do love going to work though. It's a lot of fun. One of the best places I've worked at in a REALLY long time. The co-workers that I've met so far I really like too so that helps.
When work was over, Bon dropped Colton and I off back at home. I put him down for a nap then got something small to eat since I hadn't eaten since morning. Then after I had some food in my stomach, I started making dinner for Michael and I. I made baked BBQ chicken with pasta and stuffing. It was really good =) While we ate, Michael and I watched an episode of Legend of the Seeker online. I love being able to sit close to him, arm entwined in his, holding his hand, laying my head on his shoulder when I get the urge to...
It was a really good end to a good day...or so I thought was the end, lol. After Michael left for work I got to talk to my big sis Michille =D Happy Gen!!! lmao..That helped make my day even better! =) Now I'm just relaxing and listening to music while I write this then it's off to bed...Have a wonderful night everyone!