Again...another day

So another day goes by and after some talking and more crying than ever by me, all I wanted was for him to take me in his arms, kiss me and tell me not to cry anymore like he's done before. Tell me he still loves me very much and that our fight didn't change that....but the only thing I've gotten all day was a hug when he was leaving for work (which I feel was more for appearances because Brandon was in the room at the time. Even when he was hugging me I didn't feel like he was really wanting to. then he just turns to leave. No kiss, no I love you. Nothing. All I want is for him to show me he still cares for me. It's hard to know that when his actions haven't been backing up his words at all....I really don't think I can cry anymore. The last 3 days have worn me out so much...