Life and just whatever =(

After last week things just don't feel the same anymore. I have this huge feeling and weight in my heart that he's not as dedicated as he once might have been. When I look at our relationship now I feel as though he wants a companionship and isn't interested in working on our relationship to see if it will go further than that. The constant weirdness about his "friendships" with the girls he talks to, and the weird behavior he emits whenever he isn't around me. I know I'm old fashioned but I feel like if he really did love me like he says then he would act as such when he's not around me as well and he doesn't. So I guess if that's what he wants then I'll treat it as such. At this point I don't see anything from him that would say he's looking to settle down and have a family. There's still a part of me that wants to get married one day (even though that's 50/50 right now) and I actually DO want a family. A significant other that loves me, shows it, and actually wants to let the world know that he's in love and taken....